See-Saw

I bow to the inevitable. I try to lose weight, my body refuses to. Blargh. And then I have to take medication 3 times a day before meals... so that means I have to eat 3 times a day, right? Good, solid meals. But whenever I do, I feel sooooo bloated and I end up hating myself. But when I cut down on food intake, I get hungry at the weirdest moments of the day - y'know, non-meal times and between meal times, which would throw off the entire medication thing I have to do, right? And besides, I don't know exactly why but my tummy is kind of... bloated-y. And when I palpate, there are tender spots. So now I'm thinking... do my diet thing after my stupid medication. Let's not harrass the body I call mine right now, eh? I mean, medications, weird tenderness, possible endoscopy, spasmic pain that I hope is gone forever.

Yeah... diet on hold. And I guess I just have to live with being chubby (or having a not-so-flat tummy) for the time being. Haaaaay.