Burning The Midnight Oil

It's 206am and what am I doing? Not sleeping. I have a test tomorrow and what am I doing? Not studying.

I hate it when I have insomnia. It's very annoying and such a hassle. And then tomorrow, I have to be up and about, awake and alert at the ungodly hour of 830 (hey, that's early for me!). Ugh. Why now? Why? Why? Why why why why why?? Ugh.

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Sometimes there are things in life that we do that others don't like or don't approve. It would've been easier of the person who disapproved was someone I cared nothing about, but that's not true. I dislike disappointing people, especially those I care about. And yet sometimes, it really can't be helped. I didn't know the person would react that way but react that way the person did. And now I feel bad. It's resolved already and stuff, but still... I feel bad. I underwent this whole reflection thing on me. Like, is it true, am I that bad, should I change something about me? Stuff like that.

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I've been feeling down lately... with occasional ups... and anyway, it just made my day (or night... or very early day...) to know that my friends support me and care. Thanks Kemmy. It means a lot.

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I saw "True Lies" on TV a while ago and yet I did not watch. I've always been meaning to see that movie again because, from what I remember, I liked that movie. But I kind of forgot the stuff that happened so I wanna watch it again. I caught glimpses of the start - which is something I can live without - and guess who I see? A little Eliza Dushku teenage look-a-like. Hours and hours later, after studying and stomping around the dorm in frustration at my insomnia, I decided to check it out. Guess what? It was Eliza Dushku (I always thought that was "Dushka") who played Arnold Schwashen-whatever's 14-year-old daughter. Man. They do grow up, don't they? Also, why does Eliza Dushku always play the bad girl? She did so in Buffy. I think the only movie where she didn't play the "bad girl" or the "happy-go-lucky girl" or the "devil-may-care attitude girl" was in "Bring It On". But she did give off "bad girl" vibes when we first see her in that movie. What gives with the typecasting? She's a talented actress. Not that I don't like her roles, but, really, let's see some stretch of roles, eh? Also, I notice that all her roles call for physicality.