Vacation

I don't think I'm used to free time anymore. I don't know what to do with myself. Should I watch VCDs, read books, or go out? If I go out, should I shop, buy books, or watch a movie? I kind of miss school (ye gods, did I just say that?!?) because then I had a schedule to follow, I had things that I needed to do and were ranked according to which ones where more important. Now, I'm kind of at lose ends. Of course, I kind of prefer this to being so toxic with med school, but still... I wish I knew what to do.

This reminds me of something that ended up as a running joke for me, Verne, and Erika, my friends in med school. See, for Commed (community medicine), the class is divided into groups and each group is supposed to do an analytic study. Anyway, Erika's group did theirs on self-esteem or something like that and Verne and I had to answer a questinairre. There was a question there that said, "are you decisive?", Verne and I both answered "agreed". And then, after answering the rest of the questioniarre and passing it to one of Erika's groupmates, we turned to each other and asked the age-old question: "where are we eating?" LOL It's just that even though we said we were 'decisive', we're so lazy to think about where to eat, what to do and all that. And I guess that's kind of what I'm feeling now.

And I'm also lazy somewhat to write all the kwentos I have in my blog. Haaaaay. Decisive nga naman...