August 17, 2004

See? Out of nowhere, without even thinking of him for who-knows-how-long, I had a dream again last night with the Guy-I-Always-Dream-About-And-Shouldn’t. I think I wrote about him last month or last, last month.

See?! I don’t even think about him in passing or anything and he shows up! It was one of those dreams he was a part of that wasn’t about love or soul mates or meant-to-be. Which is good, really. He was just… there. And it was weird because I was supposed to be about to talk to him or he was going to talk to me (I forgot) but then other stuff happened. And my dream last night was really weird. I was this welcome-and-get-them-comfortable-in-their-new-status kinda committee for the newly dead. In my dream, I got these out-of-body experiences every time somebody’s about to die and I show up wherever that is and am invisible until whoever it is dies and the newly-dead guy sees me and I calm the person down and, yknow, welcome him/her to the other side and stuff. And while we’re talking and I’m helping him/her deal with his/her death, we’re all invisible to everybody else. And then, after my deed is done, I go back to my body. Weird eh?

And weird that He-who-shows-up-in-my-dreams is there. Again. For no reason at all. And now – ugh – I’ll be thinking about him and why the hell he showed up in my subconscious!

I don’t wanna think about him!
Aaaah!